February 2012
my brother is now going through a dubstep phase
i like it in moderation not all afternoon
with very loud speakers
fuck
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art was okay today, started getting productive again then miss freaked everyone out by saying we should have a final piece ready in five weeks fuck
had breakfast with ryan and then hung out in the common room with kirsty and hollie
general made me want to stop living. cctv is a good talking point so why make us sit in silence and watch a video bleh right bag of wank
business was ok
at dinner...
new art project is getting me going
do i have to sleep!
gotta feeling that the next term is gonna be a great one
new art project and the graphics bit of my design project are getting me all excited
great company
weather is starting to pick up
parties planned
life is good
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aw i really like my job at the minbute maria and mandy are lovely they actually ask about my life but nicola’s coming back next week (the horrible boss i had last year that made me want to quit) so i haz sads
art homework tinker tailor soldier spy sophie’s coming round town
what an evening
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started new project in art properly in my sketchbook and everything hommana so i have to make sure i do loads of research over the weekend. need an artist link, wanted to use andy warhol because i lurrv his stuff but it didn’t seem like my teacher was going for it. what to do
Mr B pretty much got my practical done for me because he’s a babe so when i went back to miss allens she got...
oh that daily sleep was beautiful
lastofthesunsets:
sometimes i imagine life without sleeping
i mean imagine that, no sleeping at night, just being awake all the time
having to cope with the stupidity of the world every day.
my former life is being plastered all over facebook
how oddly unsettling
essay writing makes me loose my mind
but i finished my final piece today for unit 3! and has my end of sixth form photo done without being put on the front row for being a shortarse, result
watching a movie later dad’s gone to the chippy
afternoon is looking good once i finish this essay ofcourse.
why are people suck fucking selfish morons i mean jesus christ is it that hard to think about stuff and realise that your actions are probably going to hurt people
or maybe it’s me maybe i’m just too soft or nice or some other bullshit
ugh why does this even bother me still it’s been three years almost
21/02
good things
bought micky blue eye’s on dvd from tesco because it’s the height of hugh grant hilarity
had a lovely afternoon nap and dreamt about nice things
tomorrow is deadline day which means in 24 hours i will be free of my demons
it’s pancake day
bad things
my unit 1 will not be finished for tomorrow, neither will my u3 essay
the next available date for my op is the...
my artwork has quite literally taken over my room IT’S EVERYWHERE
also i’m pretty sure my mum’s gonna be less than impressed with the amount of paint i’ve spilled on the floor whoopsie
really worried that my final piece is turning to shit
self esteem
boom
gemnasaur:
idontlikecoffee:
there’s no way i’m meeting my deadline wednesday
fuck.
me neither
but I ain’t going down without a fight
my mums making me go to bed i think i’ll get u3 finished but… essay and unit 1! golly no!
there’s no way i’m meeting my deadline wednesday
fuck.
gemnasaur:
Things I have:
● peace and quiet
● water
● chocolate
● enough bandwidth to watch 4OD (huzzah!)
● fairy lights
● art equipment
Things I will do tonight:
● my art coursework
● my art coursework
● my art coursework
Things I have:
a newly updated itunes library
the ting tings new album (to get ma groove on obviously)
a tidy workspace
pizza
Things I will do tonight:
art coursework
...
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Creep (Acoustic) - Radiohead
When you were here...
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Ella: what do you think
Mum:
Mum:
Mum:
Ella: mum?
Mum: i have to confess something
Mum: i don't really *get* art
-looselipssinkships:
GOT TO STOP letting rejection get to me. the guy at huddersfield liked me ;’(
the teeth falling out dreams make sense, i care way too much about what other people think. but WHY SHOULDN’T YOU? in a world like today’s and in an industry like the graphics one it’s ALL about what others think of you (or at least your work anyway)
confidence is at rock bottom i am going to...
the good news is i’m starting to feel better thanks to my mum and the princess diaries (i accept no judgement i like cheesy movies)
the bad news is now i have no excuses to avoid my art work and i’m sat here having tiny panic attacks about how both my projects have to be finished by next wednesday NEXT WEDNESDAY and i’m meant to be going out tomorrow night and i have to work...
Oh also Gavin from Autoglass was at my house today.
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aw i bumped into alex on my travels after work today :-) made my day
came home and slept all afternoon my body can’t even handle
